Thursday, January 27, 2011

The Answer toThe Pleasing Game

I was reading Paulo Coelho blog, I stumble upon this article in his page. Looks like I'm the one who refuse help from others and it made me realize life is not what we always hope for. The answer is right there in front of us, just that we never take a closer look at it.
Are coincidences in our life are a part of our destiny and if everything is written as we say ‘maktub’, then what is the point in following our dreams? (by Saakshi)

There’s a traditional story that in my view sums up quite well the answer to your question:
There was an old man who had a dream one night that he would be protected from a ravaging storm that would engulf his whole village.

The next day, as expected, a terrible storm came to his region. The first day a neighbor of his offered help for him to flee – help that he denied since he was sure God was going to help him.

The second day, when he had to take refuge in the second floor of his house given that the waters had taken over all of the first floor, a rescue team came to his house and offered him to get out of there – help that he again refused given that God had promised him to get out of there.

The third day came a helicopter to rescue him but he was adamant that God was going to save him.
Not long after he drowned and died. Once in heaven he complained to God: “why didn’t you help me as you promised?”

To which God replied: ” I sent your neighbor, a rescue squad and even a helicopter to which you simply declined!”

You see Saakshi: things are written, but you need to be attentive to the signs that constantly try to remind you that life wishes you to be “saved”. And salvation is the path that leads you to your dream, your fulfillment in this life.

The pleasing game

I'm tired of playing this pleasing game. What happen when I stop playing?
Would you understand or would you assume i have give up on you?
Im torn between me and you. If I choose you, while I'm dying inside, could both of us be happy?
There are times when i felt, my future was ruined by you. I told you over and over, I'm capable of being happy by my own choice. Stop it because I'm tired of pleasing you anymore, life.

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

the restless heart

When action get the best of you, what would you do?

Do you run and hide or face it like a real man?

Playing the chasing game aren't we?!

If that's what it will be, would you stop and laugh it off?

Where could be the loophole?

Is it me or is it just ME?

Life, sometimes you are sweet to me but most of the time i'm cruel to you.

Sunday, January 23, 2011

The floating castle

The child purest love was vanished through thin air. 
Her happy ending never come trues, forever.
Her tears goes dried, picking herself up full of bruises & pain.
The castle forever float in the air.
The foundation of her dreams will never knock on her door.
 All that are left, a broken heart that's beats stronger than before. 



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Wednesday, January 19, 2011

the life cycle

Finally, a writer worth to be shared with all.

" One always has to know when a stage comes to an end. If we insist on staying longer than the necessary time, we lose the happiness and the meaning of the other stages we have to go through. "

" Things pass, and the best we can do is to let them really go away. "

" That is why it is so important (however painful it may be!) to destroy souvenirs, move, give lots of things away to orphanages, sell or donate the books you have at home. "

Check out his blog at http://paulocoelhoblog.com/

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

the earliest flight

8th January 2011, 30 mins to Midnight.

Two live's were protected by their Guardian Angels.
Two families almost lost their beloved son and father.
Thank you Heavenly Father for giving us the chance to wake up from our sleep, now that we are awake we promise to cherish those who are dear to us.

Im glad i was there to take care of my macho papa, he is neither perfect or powerful but one thing for sure his life is the most precious to me. Thank you Lord for letting me perform my duties as his daughter before im too late.

To those out there, please drive with love. We all are worthy to live our life meaningfully.

Friday, January 7, 2011

The 7th Day of 2011

Finally i had time to update my blog after the long week of holiday with family & friends. So here are my monthly recap of 2010

Jan : My second year in AMALGAMATED PLANT ENGINEERING S/B as their Mechanical Engineer who happens to work with a group of fun people.

Feb : Celebrate Our 1st Valentine at Singapore after being in long distance relationship for 4 year. Im blessed to be loved & love the same man who makes my hearts beat unstable no matter what he does. Oh it happens to be CNY too that week, so we decided to go Bintan Island for sweet escape.

March : back to my work life & start working my ass off.

April : getting ready all the documentation for sign off for MDD 142 & 139 project.

May : counting the days for the most anticipating vacation of the years.

June : late may off the four of us went to Jeju Island & celebrate our Gawai thr b4 head off to Seoul that morning. South Korea is indeed a beautiful place to visit with family & friends. im officially head over heels with Jeju. it wont be my last time to South Korea, ki ta ri da ga (,^^)V

July : celebrate my birthday with adut,mak, apak, miriut & marlene. had a wonderful cheese cake. loving the moment but i so tired of working 24/7. Shutdown this year is more challenging.

August : continue the module 2 shutdown after 2 weeks of rest from mod 6 shutdown previous month.

Sep : by mid of Sep im back to my QS position in MDD proj. Celebrate my raya in kuching with family. visited inik biak together with Mang's, Adut's & Kana's families.

Oct : a quite boring month as it pass slow. and i cant wait for abg boy & fera wedding in the coming months. Oh & the Singapore Dec Trip (,^^)V

Nov : the wedding of the year in BANA family. All of us had fun that night. indeed wedding brings many families closer.

Dec : went to Singapore with Sonia, Adut, Salina, Bernard & Isla. that week it happens to be Mnet Ultimate Concert. The three days was full of fun chasing over 2PM, MBLAQ, 2AM, B2ST & MISS A. the month of Dec alone has so many happening events, not to forget Fera's wedding & Christmas.

Basically im blessed with all the love i had received that year, so im gonna give more love this 2011.