Finally I'm back to the field, this time its the MLNG plant. Involved with the Planning & Preparation stages till end of May for Total Shutdown 2012 as a Scheduler. It would be my first time to be involved with the P & P stages for MLNG Shutdown. With the new bos around, I felt lost & lack of motivation after several times of altering my progress report and the never ending issue of Primavera soft skill that I'm lacking off. Maybe with Shell Turnaround last year's experience, I found it difficult to communicate with my client as there were no proper channel to convey each other wants & needs. Enough with all the idealistic world lets venture to the real world shall we =)
This week is the 5th week of Lent Season, to tell you the truth its my worst fasting season ever. Im so tempted with food & emotionally. I was caught between the church teachings & the events that surrounded me. To make things worst I'm demotivated to continue working in this company ever since my proposal to send a few of the local engineers for a course was slightly ignored by the management & lead to several of us lack of soft skill that up to date with the client's requirement. * Seems like I cant write about the real world with all my focus on the idealistic world responsibilities huh? *
Well to sum things up, this month is full of crap & what not. One thing for sure, no matter how unfair & mistreatment I had received, through Station of the Cross every Friday evening, I learn about the unconditional love of Jesus have given to us through his passion, his patience, his caring heart & his strength in order to us from sin. He is my truth, the love of Heavenly Father giving to us every single day =)
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