Next Tuesday would be my last working day with AMAL & along with that I'll be leaving Bintulu for good. This is the choice I had made. Many question my decision & many doubt of it. Was it really because of my dad?
Initially it was not, it was merely because I was tired of the routine & lack of motivation at work.
Partially, I want to be near to my DragonHeart.
Half of it, I'm sick. Literally. You see, the side effect of living in a polluted area really does make your immune system weak. This year alone I been sick every month once. As a lady I need to make sure my body in top condition for various reason.
However, most of the time I'm missing my home. I had been away from home since I'm sixteen (boarding school) till now (working). The longest period I stayed was 3-4 months.
It was a place where most of my adolescent time spend with my siblings & relatives. It bring laughter but most of all it bring tears & a broken marriage.
This is a place I once run away from when I was sixteen but now at the age of twenty seven its a place offer me comfort like no others. In between the laughter & tears, love exist accompany with hope & faith.
Hence, home is where I belong, a place to forgive the past & welcome the future.
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